Monday, 25 May 2009 - 10:40 PM EDT
Name:
"Samantha Petersen "
After his mother's death the narrator longs to be the older brother that he never really was. He wants to be wise and tell Sonny how he should be taking control of his life and tell him he needs to think about the future. At this point in the story he doesn't know how to learn from his brother's ambitions and can only think that Sonny is going to ruin his life.
When his mother told him about what happen to his dad's brother the narrator realizes that no matter what his brother gets into he needs to make sure that Sonny always knows that he is there. But after Sonny ran away they only fought and he thought that Sonny was dead to him. He didn't understand how much his brother really needed him and the struggles he must have been going through. The trouble he caused were probably a cry for help.
Once his daughter died and he recieved a letter back from Sonny he learned that his brother needed him and was sorry for everything he had put on the family. It was still hard for the narrator to see what was going through Sonny's head but he knew that he needed all the support he could find.
When the narrator finally agreed to go with Sonny, and listened to him play, he could see in Sonny's face how much the music was truly important to him. Although the addictions had hurt his brother in so many ways he could see that through it all Sonny was able to find something that really mattered to him and he understood how much that meant. Music was and alternate drug for Sonny, it made him come alive in a way the narrator had never seen before, and because of this he knew that his brother was truly himself when he was behind that piano.